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You're Still You In Camouflage

by Fearless Freep

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1.
Letters 04:15
he kept a good luck charm pinned to the inside of his jacket it was her picture - white shorts & a tank top, standing in the driveway she hated that photograph - begged him to take any other he said, 'there'll be more pictures, babe when i'm no longer away.' she wrote him letters each week, he read them over and over about the kids at school, the weather, the goings on around town how it snowed every day, the worst winter on record she'd had to call up the neighbors to come break the drive with their plow she wonders why he doesn't write home an email here, the occasional call, a distant voice on the line she asked him, 'babe, tell me how are things there?' he said 'you don't want to know, but i promise you love i'm all right.' billy lost his first tooth. he tucked it under his pillow and his sister got the leading role starring in the school play she recorded the whole thing, so they could watch it together but halfway through the first act she ran out of tape
2.
I’m pulling full-time duty for a part-time job My apartment’s a mess My ma’ raised a slob I got an empty fish tank And couple guitars, but no food And I know the remote’s around here somewhere But there’s nothing on the tube So I don’t effin’ care I crank the amp Until the lady upstairs calls the super Honey, can we take it slow? Cause I’m a long, long way from home And there’s so much I don’t know Be my family tonight There’s some Chinese take-out at the back of the fridge I got a view of the freeway and the railroad bridge If I could make her come back Just by flicking a switch then I would I got a couple good friends, we drink a couple of pints Our motto’s ‘Fake it ‘til we make it’ That’s the secret to life There’s no rhyme or no reason No way to ask why Cause it’s useless Honey, can we take it slow? Cause I’m a long, long way from home And there’s so much I don’t know Be my family tonight We can talk in circles We all got something to prove We’re all terrible liars They can see our lips move It’s a sign, we can run, but not hide From our youth Yeah, what do they say about pride, before the fall? It doesn’t matter to me Cause I got none at all I’m go stay out late maybe Find me a tall brunette It’s a Cinderella story, sad but true You can take it or exchange it For an IOU But in the end it don’t matter Cause you never pay for what you get Honey, let’s just take it slow Cause I’m a long, long way from home And there’s so much I don’t know Be my family tonight That’s right Be my family tonight …
3.
Rainbows 03:24
The beach is empty. Come on down – you’ll love it. We can’t swim baby, but we can make the most of it. We’ll watch them cleanup from the hotel window There’s no reason to call on ahead … And I hope you like your summers hot ‘cause down here, love, it’s all we got I hope you like it humid, too ‘cause it rains every afternoon The rainbows float and ripple on the surface Did you think none of us would ever notice? The wind will tell you who to write checks to Go ahead and cancel your plans I hope you like your summers hot ‘cause down here, love, that’s all we got I hope you like it humid, too ‘cause it rains every afternoon You said out of sight would be out of mind. That's what you led us to believe But we've come to find that what comes in with the tide it doesn't wash back out to sea Will you clean this up or go back to making profit? Put on a show now before you walk away from it Dig someplace else – I’m sure we’re gonna let you After all, we gotta fill up
4.
a half a world away and everything to lose she tunes in every morning hoping he won't be on the news and all these months of waiting, pretending to be fine while a continual scenario forever loops in her mind ... he arrives, and that makes everything all right her friends don't talk about it - or is it everyone? you take a common knowledge and conceal it like a gun a secret we take with us, but a burden most don't bear yeah she knows it's hard, but some things are impossible to share she wishes he could come home tonight and then they'd go out just to look at the stars tonight she don't care for stripes right now and she only want to see him standing there standing there with her own two eyes they're sending others over, about 30 thousand more their families go with them, even though they're stuck back home and he'll get his replacement so the cycle starts again it's easy finding losers but it's hard to tell who wins
5.
The Wave 03:50
I got two damn cars Both need baths One don’t start I like to wait until dark, drop the top down and look up at the stars The highway wind The highway sounds I could keep on driving, get the hell out of town But I know there’s no escape from this place It’s optimistic, it’s down in flames You know love it’s hard to say We search the city for a complicated truth: the water mark from the receding wave that left the wreckage that we all sift through The years fly by, it’s true You climb in a cannon You light up the fuse And right before the big boom We realize just how much we stand lose The highway winds The highway sounds We could keep on driving, get the hell out of town But we know it’s just another mirage ‘Cause you’re still you in camouflage Strange memories on this nervous evening Seems like an era since we left San Francisco And as we watch the great wave receding We realize history is hard to know We realize history is hard to know … So less than five years on We climb up the hillside and look beyond To see the high-water line Where the wave rolled back and left us behind The highway calls The pull of the road You could redline the needle Set a course for home But you know that could never go back Just comb the desert for artifacts
6.
Sometimes he’s jealous of people they sell us in picture frames With their picture-perfect lives And their picture-perfect smiles On their picture-perfect days He knows they’re not real but he hates them just the same Sometime he’s jealous of people they sell us in picture frames Sometimes she’d like to just go and set fire to her magazines With the Photoshop faces and digital waists on the fashion queens She knows better than to believe it ‘Cause it ain’t reality Sometimes she’d like to just go and set fire to her magazines You and I – we’re real tonight What you see is what you get And this big old world seems ruthless sometimes But it won’t change us We’ll change it You turn on the TV, there’s nothing to see but fake tits and ass Put ‘em on prime time and give ‘em some wine Watch ‘em fight for cash It’s a high price for fame For ten minutes that don’t last Put ‘em on prime time and give ‘em some win watch ‘em fight for cash You and I – we’re real tonight What you see is what you get And this big old world seems ruthless sometimes But it won’t change us We’ll change it All our lives are for sale you can order by mail and be satisfied Any slogan will work if it fits on a shirt Even if it’s a lie …
7.
Small Cuts 04:42
You’re too far gone You gave up too many chances, to the point of fault All that’s left is to blame – Who’s right? Who’s wrong? We circle endlessly We make small cuts We find bitter pleasure in our lack of trust But sooner or later there’s one of us That’s gonna go too far and cut too deep You know when you’re gone I’ll be here holdin’ on Through the night At the dawn To watch you stray You kneel on the floor You make the sign of the cross before going to war But the only thing of which I’m really sure of Is that He ain’t gonna take your side There’ll be no surrender No white flag to raise, just stupid pride to defend We fill in the trenches just to dig ‘em up again We’re running out of places to hide I may miss you now But I got the common sense it takes to keep my head down Maybe climb in a foxhole deep underground And wait ‘til the coast is clear And I might get lost But this time I won’t follow you girl, whatever the cost Who was it called it over? – Yeah, you always were the boss So go find yourself a new volunteer
8.
131, 4 long hours i got my ego riding shotgun got my habits stuffed in the back and i'm homeward bound for the first time in a long time and there's a deadline that's approaching and i know there's no going back i got cruise control sleeting rain it glistens in the high beams like i am driving through a tunnel up ahead just this side of the river there's a green sign that tells what i know there's no going back i got 76 miles to the rest of it 76 miles to go 76 miles to the rest of it 76 miles, i'm gonna drive real slow 'cause the end of the highway is not the end of the road 76 miles there's a yellow blinker that signals my left in a town that's so small that even the locals can't find their way out of it you've got a rifle hanging over the bar and an NRA sticker on the back of your car it's the middle of nowhere there's no pace to change but i'm optimistic anyway ...
9.
it was a little past midnight when we pulled up to the drive to your house i said, 'it's too early to turn in, but it's way too late to go back out' there was a long pause before you asked me to come on inside said 'if we're going to break the rules hell we might as well and break them all night' listen, here we go again and again you've always been my fallback plan it ain't fair but what in life ever is it was a little past six when i pulled out of the drive to your house you said that this time is the last time i said 'i know i can show myself out' guilt and consequence don't mean a thing and you know what they say about hindsight i got three words start with 'F' two are friend and fling and the third is why you called me up tonight it was the very next friday when my phone lit up: a text from you it said 'plans tonight?' i said 'no what do you wanna do?' hey maybe dinner or a movie or maybe we could hang out at home and on the way to your place i think, damn it's good to be all alone
10.
Route 66 02:58
left while the sun was low didn't cry 'til lockshore road but i feel better as i go and i'm doing fine by chicago the prairie crumbles to hardpan as desert overtakes the land so lover take me as i am cause i'm a long damn way from michigan illinois and i'm southbound follow the big river down dreams so wide that i drown while i'm living in the here and now and underneath the arch i go a prairie storm begins to blow the raindrops streak the side windows got the wipers high the fog lamps low oklahoma, it was good to know ya but i've got vegas on my mind drove across the continental divide up and down the other side put gallup, new mexico behind me got arizona lit up in my headlights the prairie crumbles to hardpan as desert overtakes the land so lover take me as i am 'cause i'm a long damn way from michigan

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released August 10, 2010

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Fearless Freep lives in Ann Arbor and records original music in his spare time (and bedroom). His daily high-dive act involves writing about global health at the University of Michigan.

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